i keep forgetting. i think it's a good sign.
i keep forgetting why i'm hurt. yeap. definitely a good sign.
you still make me smile.
convince me there's no need to cry.
i am content, if what you said was from the heart. i am content, if what you said is what your mind is telling you to do. that you'd try. that we could make things work out.
i believe. i believe in us. i hope you do too.
i think, and i've thought so long, and heard enough, and felt so much, and i understand it's okay if you don't feel the same way i do. never mind that you can't accept. i don't mind, really i do. i'll try to do what's best, for both of us. don't wanna force. don't wanna hurt each other. promise. because that sad vision is further away, now that we have decided to try together. =))
was so upset, then your kiss made everything, and i mean everything, go away. i used to only cry. or only smile. now everytime i smile i cry at the same time. i think it shows that i'm starting to feel both sides. soon i'll be able to smile everytime i cry, and only then i will know what you really feel like.
sitting there right beside you, hearing your opinions, your views, your thoughts. your references to us. it killed me inside, really it did and at some point i was thinking how i could bear it and not want to bleed. but i sat through it all and wanted to understand you. and i hope through all that was spoken you know how much we've been through, and you can understand that we can make it work.
you agreed to stay by me. you agreed to love me like you will. before you kissed me you told me not to blame you if you ever left.
i really really wouldn't blame you.
though i can't promise if i would blame myself.
i'll try not to, but i can't promise right now.
i have so much i wanna say, but i think this is the best. now i wish i can continue making many photo albums for you, 'cause it will show that our memories together won't end.
i will understand the way you treat me at times. i will try to calm down and see things from your point of view, because now i know doing things the way you do hurt you too.
i wish i could disappear and make things so much better.
but i don't want to be alone.
listening to nothing.
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