31.08.2007 - back-next -

just felt like blogging everyday so here i am with another entry again. sigh.


don't feel like eating...


it's like i don't have an appetite so long as you're not around. i know it sounds stupid but it's true anyway.


been doing some design lately, both graphic and fashion (for my convertible ballroom costume). i hope i get to go to thailand and the trip's a nice one. before that, poly forum cruise. mmm, so much to do. and dance practices have resumed. oh my aching back. draw a big 'V' down my entire back and that's where the strains are. i think i'm gonna sleep with salonpas on tonight.


managed to train some leg strength. can't do pirouettes and other moves that need my back to support but at least i can work my legs. still haven't figured out what's wrong with my left leg though.


so tired of running after my own heart; i wanna severe the blood vessels now...

there are times, when even being a 'heart' person like me, i don't know what i want. or if i can want what i want in the first place... if it is even wrong to want it... because the world just works the 'mind' way... that things can only be right, if they are right...


june saw my private photos and she says i look happy in them. that's great, i think.


i suddenly lost the mood for blogging, but i was gonna talk some crap not relating to my life. ahaha. bet you guys are sore you missed it. =p


aces' day cum teachers' day celebrations today! oh the kids =)) so happy standing there having them follow me doing the exercises. whee-hee. i wanna look for all the songs we used to sing during primary school! ahaha.


listening to nothing.

MISS.ZELIA

miss zeee / mystiara / mrs-shameless. 09dec87. singapore. chinese / thai. sarcasm. pink. green / black / dark purple / dark brown. kiddo at heart. psychopathic thriller fan. gothic appreciation. archiecomics. fantasy books. DANCER. DESIGNER. PROCRASTINATOR.

I'M ON . .

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HEARTS

mr-shameless.
red hair, green eyes, combined.
poker suits, especially spades.
black&gold accessories.
shoes, especially pointed pumps.
baroque-style patterns and prints.
corsets, corset piercings, and brocade corsets (especially more so if they are baroque patterned).
black roses.
d-a-n-c-e.
fashion design.

A.VIOLENT.SUICIDE

design - copyrighted by yours truly - don`t steal/flame/hate , die instead

images yeeshan
colours lissa explains
brushes none

LINK VIOLENTSUICIDE -

EXITS

zourdan my brother - zena my sister - yeeshan - manling sis - huikeng my darling - sweekim pineapple sis - iearmah sis

jingwei wo eh kia - allison nu er

joanne dahling - lichung - diling - debbie

firdaus dear - benjamin - anselm - audrey - meixian darling - liyi - daphne - treasa - jiaying - weefong - nic chua - yiyan - germaine - regina - nicholas

valerie darling - changhong - april - zhiqiang buggy - julian - kelvin - koquise - zul - maxine

nyssa - sydney - anesthesia - crinthia - sara - miyako - xray mb

LUST.WISHLIST

VICTORIA`S SECRET / the miracle bra(r) - triangle top and matching belted scoop bottom in luxury zebra
VICTORIA`S SECRET / very sexy(r) - vertical cup convertible bra
BURBERRY LONDON / - eau de parfum spray
BLOCH / elastosplit - ballet & jazz shoes
FORNARINA FW0607 COLLECTION / 'click' bodysuit
APPLE / iphone / ipod touch
ADIDAS ORIGINALS / black&red floral track jacket
KENZO / flower by kenzo eau de parfum spray
MAKE UP FOR EVER / false eyelashes strip collection - all 52 sets !
RAOUL / sgd259 velvet red platform pumps

NOT.SO.EXHORBITANT.WISHLIST

BOURJOIS / ombre a paupieres [wet & dry eyeshadow] in noir cobalt #06 & noir emeraude #07
BOURJOIS PARIS / maxi frange waterproof [mascara] in vert honolulu 53 / volume clubbing mascara
BOURJOIS PARIS / effet metallise [eyeliner] in effet noir miroir / liner clubbing eyeliner
MONDO / bright green pumps
SKINNIES / electric blue / teal / red
L'OREAL / true match limited edition 2way foundation with refill
RED hair / straighten my fringe / extensions for my tail

BELONGED

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